Messy.

*sigh*

Dear Someone,

I don’t understand relationships. Man, maybe I do…but I don’t think I want to right now.

Whats going on in this world? Will someone PLEASE, please show me a relationship that’s working.

Right now I’m talking about ‘romantic’ relationships. You know, the kind that everyone cares about even if they pretend they don’t.

Please, God, Please make me see that its going to be okay.

Please.

Geez, and I have barely had to deal with any of it yet.

Dear People,

You know who you are, and I’m sorry if things aren’t working out with well…other people.

I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry.

And I wish I didn’t care. Its all so complicated, does it have to be?

The girls were listening to this stupid song this morning, man, I just…okay…I need to sleep…

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

LIAR. Plus its just a lame song. I wish I could say I wasn't hopeful when I heard tha crappy damn thing this morning though.