Clean

Sorry about all those short random posts below, I know it looks like a mess. That’s kind of what my day was like though, dashing here and there, doing weird random things…selling jewelry, talking with Cassidy, going to Spanish class, trying to hold my tongue and not say every evil thing that came into my mind to that BRAINLESS Bethany, reading, chilling, having a tiff with Mom, which was weird, we’ve been doing so good…

The best part was moping the kitchen floor tonight though. It was a mess, so I rolled up my jeans, turned up the music, and got SO much water on the floor…seriously, I had puddles that were like, at least a fourth of an inch deep in places. I scrubbed, and I scrubbed…and then I mopped it all up, and tried not to slip…and it was the only part of the day when I didn’t feel frustrated, and the only time when I felt like I’d done something good. That scares me. I enjoy mopping floors.

I’ve mentioned a few times earlier this week that it has been cold, and it still is, but…everything has become so green…that I don’t really mind right now. I mean I guess I do…it’s frustrating not being able to play tennis, or ride bikes, etc, but…at least the world looks alive again. Iowa is green again.

I’m sorry I’m random, I can’t help it. It’s been a sad night…I feel all scattered.

At least mopping the floor was fun.